God isn't going to show me everything that He's gonna do in my life yet. Its not time for me to know. I just have to live by faith. And yet there's a fear deep in me that if I place to much hope that His plan for me is for her to come back, it would somehow cause her not to come back. What is faith? Is it believing that she'll return? Is it not caring whether she'll return? Is it just believing that whatever happens would be for my good and His glory? I'm a confused one, aren't I? If I have problems understanding concepts on faith, how would a non-Christian understand?

::: Quote of the Day :::
"Thats why its important for the believer to leave the fulfillment of a word of wisdom in the Lord's hands and just stay in faith about what the Lord has told him" |Kenneth E. Hagin|

God: Patience, Daryl... Don't worry. I'll give you your heart's desire. Just continue to trust me. I'll take care of you.
Me: (whimpering)Ok. Don't make it too hard k?

::: Verse of the Day :::
"We live by faith, not by sight" |2 Cor 5:7|